I struggled against the phobias, insecurities and depression.
It was so intense that I decided to be away from social media world. Instead I forced myself to meet new people in the real life. Not an easy thing to do since I'm naturally a shy person. My zero confidence level didn't help too since I kept hearing people said "you are fat" which made me even more depress. So yeah, there was time when I kinda shut down from the world and lived inside my cocoon.
But then I realised that life is too precious to be wasted.
I seek help from a psychologist to cure my phobias through hypnotherapy sessions.
I started to join yoga class to find my inner peace and learn to be more relax.
I hired a kickboxing personal trainer so I can punch and kick my weakness away.
I exercised regularly at gym to build stronger body muscle and to achieve a healthier body shape that I had a long time ago.
It was a rough journey but I guess that shaped me into a stronger person.
As for travelling, I did slow it down until I feel better and back on the track again.
Here's my recap of my 2015
January - Dubai
Airbus 380 window seat |
March - Bali
Grand Nikko Bali |
Bali foodies |
April - Jakarta
delicious food adventures with beautiful friends in Jakarta |
May - Bangkok
attending my cousin's traditional Thai wedding in Bangkok |
July - Bali, Malang, Singapore
John Hardy Ubud |
Watu Ondo Waterfall, Malang |
Batu Bengkung Beach |
Singapore |
August - Tuban
Kwan Sing Bio Temple |
sunset in Tuban |
November - Vietnam
mesmerised by the beauty of Halong Bay |
So hello there, 2016! I'm so ready for the new adventures and the bad-ass version of Debbzie :)
Wah mbak Debz, pas ke tuban nyobain legen nya gak?
ReplyDeletegak sempat beli kemarin. Di mana ya tempat jual legen yang masih murni? :)
DeleteIt's good to hear that you are fighting back! You go girl!!! You have visited some beautiful places, here's to you seeing more!xxx
ReplyDeleteThanks so much, Dina! xxxxx
Deleteoh I miss kickboxing! err..actually, muay thai... Wait, are they the same? hahaha..
ReplyDeletekeep fighting, debbzie! but still have fun :D
they are similar, I think? hahaha :p
DeleteThank youuuu, Vira :*
Konsentrasiku langsung terpecah begitu baca Kare Rajungan, duuhh langsung kruyuk2 haha. Jadi ingat makan Rajungan Remason di Tuban, itu enaakkk bangeettt tapu supeer pedass!!
ReplyDeleteSemoga sehat selalu ya Deb :)
Makasih ya, Deny :)
DeleteEh seriusan kare nya dicampur remason? Soalnya memang super pedasssss sampe bibir mati rasa, hahahaha
Kamu jalan terus yaaa kak, bikin iri hehehe
ReplyDeleteKapan nich kita bisa meet up ???
kita selisih jalan muluuuuuu, padahal mau minta kancut bertanda tangan Cumi :p
DeleteWaksss ntar spesial aku kasih plus kiss kiss basah di kancut hahaha
Deletekka deb yng dubainya mantap deh
ReplyDeletethanks :D
DeleteKak Debz semoga skrg semakin bahagia yaa. Entah knp post ini relatable (pdhl baru juga lulus kuliah) 😂
ReplyDeleteMakasihhhh, Halida dan congratz yaaaa udah lulus kuliah. Waktunya jalan2 dong #eh :p
Deletewhat a great year - here's to 2016!
ReplyDeletecheers to you! :D
DeleteMbak Deb kapan kita ketemuuuu?
ReplyDeletehihhhh susahnya mau ketemu artis sibuk yang namanya Ariev Rahman ini :((
DeleteWaaah what a tough year ya Deb. Tapi ini sih namanya enggak traveling break juga kali Deb hehehe..
ReplyDeletehahahaha. Taon lalu berasa jadi anak rumahan karena jarang pelesiran, kak Tes :p
Deletewaaaoooww dubai.
ReplyDeletekapan ya bisa ksana .. cuma mimpi huhuhuh
everything starts from a dream, kan? :)
DeleteDebbzie! Hey, I didn't know you had such a rough year. But the most important is what you have in the future, and from the sound of it you're more than ready to hit the road again, explore far-flung places, you know... things that make you happy. I always see exercise as my commitment to myself to stay healthy so I can still travel for many many years to come. Have a great year ahead!
ReplyDeleteBama, thanks so much for the encouraging words. It does mean a lot to me. You too, have an awesome year ahead, ya! :)
Deletewaaahhh keren-keren sekali, kapan ya bisa kayak mbak deb
ReplyDeletetiap kali mampir ke Blog Mba Debb selalu terkagum-kagum dengan kisah petualangannya
ReplyDeletetempatnya keren2 banget kak, pengen juga bisa kesana
ReplyDeleteaminnnn, semoga nanti juga bisa jalan2 ke destinasi2 impian yaaa :)
Deletejadi pngen ke vietnam, :( kapan ya bisa kesana...
ReplyDeletesmoga nanti juga bisa jalan2 ke vietnam yaaa :)
Deletetempatnya indah, suasananya menyenangkan. cocok untuk melepas kelelahan tubuh dan pikiran..
ReplyDeletetapi dimanapun tempatnya, asal mbak debz yang kunjungi pasti terlihat semakin cantik :D
kalo ke tuban jangan nyobain legen mba, legennya udah di olah :D
ReplyDeletebener ya. sekarang udah susah cari legen yang bener2 murni alami :'(
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